Its been a while since I've posted. I guess I only write when I feel down and alone.
About a month ago now I split up with my boyfriend of two years. Which its safe to say got me down, a lot.
I've met a new guy though. His name is John and he's lovely. He makes me smile. Yet I'm still not sure about him. I like him a lot.
But I'm still not over my ex. Of course I'm not. Things like that take a while to get over. I mean after 2 years of being with someone you just never expect to be back at square one. Which is odd. Might be having to do my first "meet the parents" scenario soon. Which is scary.
Right now I think I'm just depressed because I know my ex is out having a good time and I'm all alone, all my friends are elsewhere tonight. Which sucks.